Back in Beverly

Here I am, six days after I come back to America from Trinidad and Tobago and I am still in vacation mode. This week was not too bad, even though I had a hard time getting back to the swing of things at school. It is becoming more of a struggle to start doing homework again since I did not have to do homework during spring break. It is hard to because I only have class three days a week, so I would rather do other things than doing homework. Since I am home for the weekend, maybe I can have better concentration of doing my homework now.
It's so hard to believe that I am graduating in two months. It is amazing how fast three and a half years goes by. You tend to forget where the time has gone. Recently, I have felt like I am losing my confidence again. One of the factors is because I have been overwhelmed with the job world approaching me. I try to keep telling myself that since about 10 percent of the country is unemployed to not worry about it. I worry because I am a competitive person. I hate to lose and I will do anything to win. I have also been cranky and grumpy recently because of the job stuff. There are two things that can cure my recent behavior, graduate from college and get a job. I feel bad because I am taking it out on people that don't deserve to be treated like that. Although, younger people do tick me off sometimes, but I have to remember one thing, I was one of those younger people one time. I am still young, but since I have been traveling much more, I feel older and much more well-rounded. As I always say, let the younger people fall in their faces and they will move on, just like you.
This is the first time this semester that I am home. Two months has easily been the longest time that I have not been home when I live in the United States, the longest was three and a half months when I was in London for study abroad. Pete picked me up yesterday and we had a good talk about how things are going between the both of us. When I got home, mom cooked a nice spaghetti with meat sauce dinner. It was nice to finally have a home cooked meal. Pete and I also went to the movies to see "She's out of your League" last night. It was a funny movie and I recommend it to anyway if they want a good slap-stick comedy. I am going to sit around and do some homework today and then hang around with the family until tonight when I go to Boston with my friends. I am really excited about going to Boston again. It has been quite a while since I have gone. I think going home will be the best thing for me this semester. I need to breathe in the horrible Massachusetts air, I need to see my friends and I need to see my family. I just need to get back to my roots at home. Maybe this will be the recipe of my cure, go home, have fun and let loose a bit, and of course do homework. Man did I need to get out of New Hampshire and go home.